Why is it that I am sad when I should not be? I feel the pain of those around me in such a way that I have to fight it to stop myself from breaking down. Nothing I do can stop it forever. I cry daily because I feel sorrow and pain form those whoI do and do not know. why do I feel their pain? I try to carry the weight of the world on my shoulders but I cannot. I have no friends who know me. I am glad I have the few I do but only one person on this planet actually understands. Do not take me for a freak or loon. Take a walk in my shoes first! Try to take the feelings in. try comforting someone in such away that you literally take some of the pain. Please don't think i just want attention or anything. I just had to let this out.